2019 December I told myself I was done asking and trying and that I would switch to praise. So every day instead of complaining or crying, as usual, I would sing and dance and appreciate God… Most times I would get clothes and put on my tummy like a pregnant woman other times I’d hold some pieces of clothes and hold like a baby, I bought a few babies’ things and I was hopeful and joyful. Towards the end of December 2019, my hubby asked when I would be ready to have babies and I said by October 2020… He said get ready that’s what would happen. Don’t get it twisted, hubby wasn’t being careful, he didn’t even know how to count my safe days and we had couple times as often as we wanted. He only exercised faith and proved that there’s power in agreement.

In January 2020 he held my womb and prayed on it.

He told me to get two test strips that if one didn’t come out positive the other would. February 2020 I tested positive and well to me it wasn’t real. I kept it away from everyone else until the third month when the scan confirmed it.
This is it…there’s power in the tongue and faith makes all things possible. I only needed patience but I lost it completely. I wasted money buying drugs and taking herbs. I wasted time crying instead of dancing. I let people get to me with their insults and mockery. That’s not what moves God…He is moved by faith and praise.