He angrily broke up with me and this break gave me strength to stand in prayer. I began getting back my strength spiritually. I felt like Samson whose hair was growing back again.

He came back for a 3rd time and apologized I took him back but not with all my heart

After a week, the Holy Spirit started talking to me, but I thought it was just my voice. He kept on telling me to end it with this man, but I was scared, and I kept asking myself: “what will people say?” (because everyone knew about our relationship), “what will my parents say? What about his parents? (because though we used to break up, we were hiding it from our parents and to them we were happy together).

Finally, I decided to go on a retreat to spend time with God and pray at the mountain before the final break up. I was just hungry for God and I needed to be in His presence. I went there and I prayed and felt revived. When I got down, I sent him a breakup message and this time I meant it

He came again to apologize but my mind was stable and this time around I got back my sense and said “NO”. A few weeks later I discovered that he had been cheating me on me all this while. This confirmed a lot to me and because I had already let him go, I was at peace. This happened in July.

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